Apprenticed to my mother: downsizing part 2


Mum organising some male relative circa 1926

It was two weeks before the designated move and mum and I began to pack her kitchen. Mum had this sign

No matter wherever I place my guests, they always like my kitchen best.

As a family we spent most time in the kitchen. And while there mum cooked, she prepped, she bottled and she preserved, she peeled and she pummelled. Over the years the combination of her catering love and her inability to get rid of anything meant every cupboard and every drawer was chock full. Add to that two dressers in the garage that were also full of equipment and you had enough stuff to set up a  catering college with the left-overs sufficient to back up the Great British Bake Off.

I began well. Two cracked and chipped casseroles were unceremoniously given the heave-ho. A teapot, once a favourite but now with a spout that poured side-saddle went the same way.


Mum, top right, and her mother bottom right; the rather gruesome duck’s heads should be ignored but maybe explain her granddaughter’s obsession with animals

But then I reached the heatproof glass bowls, some of which were pyrex (are you old enough to remember pyrex?). Often mum made pies and puddings which she froze in these vessels. That way they could go straight in the oven from the freezer.

I pulled them all out. There were four different sizes and thirteen bowls in total. I lined them up in size order on the work-surface.

‘Ok. How many?’

Mum glanced my way. ’13.’

”No I meant how many are you taking.’

‘I know you did.’

Sometimes mum was so many steps ahead of me I needed a moment to work back through our conversation to realise what she meant. ‘You can’t take all of them.’

Ok, yes, I sounded a little petulant. And miffed.

‘Why not?’

‘There isn’t space.’

‘How do you know that?’ She’s now meeting my gaze with a steady stare.

‘Mum, you’re kitchen is a third larger here and…’

‘Haven’t you heard of space saving?’

‘Of course, mum but…’

‘And that lovely kitchen designer (note the ‘lovely’ – if this particular form of endearment was added as an appellation it usually spelt disaster to argue with such a person’s opinions – the equivalent of telling Stephen Hawkins he couldn’t add or that David Attenborough was unkind to animals) said my new kitchen had the latest in space-saving (she was referring to a neat pull out cupboard-thingy that was one door wide, rose from floor to ceiling and had access on both sides to the five shelves).’

‘I know but…’

‘So, and please don’t interrupt my flow (as if my feeble attempts could ever interrupt the inexorable Ganges of logic swamping me), if the new kitchen is an improvement on the old it must be able to hold more per cubic meter (now I knew she was toying with me, the evil predator of hapless lawyers – when did she go metric, for pity’s sake: we were ruled by the rod, as in the rod, pole and perch as a system of measurement – (if you are unsure what I mean, these are different names for the same unit of length, which is five and a half yards)) than the old one.’

‘I get it. You think all this,’ I swept an arc around her kitchen, ‘ will fit into the new one.’

‘No darling.’

‘No? I don’t understand.’


Mum and her cousin, circa 1952; oddly she seems happy that dad is in charge of a moving vehicle

She hugged me. ‘I know you don’t.’ She looked up, smiling her goofy smile, chucking my cheek – is there a more annoying motherly gesture ever devised? ‘You are as impulsive as your father…’

Pausing here for a moment, the expression you are as [add characteristic] as your father has been adopted by the Textiliste in what might be described as a ‘braking’ expression. Describing something I have said, or worse, have done, or indeed, am in the process of saying or doing thus, renders me instantly immobilised. I adored my dad but comparisons with, say, his politics, his ranting at the radio, his ideas on best business practice, diy, house buying, his driving, his.. well you get the idea, does not cut it. I am different. As in DIFFERENT. I shaved off my moustache for heaven’s sake in 1998. Didn’t that show my intention to be my own man (ok, so I was 42 but I don’t like to rush)?


Yes, glamorous but rather scary…

So for mum to make such a comparison was, as she well knew, liable to (a) make me bristle (b) become defensive and (c) instantly do the opposite of what I was about to do. Namely argue with her.

‘I’ll put the kettle on. The thing is, darling, it may not all fit and if so we can decide then what we do with the extras but unlike your father (and implicitly, me) I prefer not to make assumptions based on a flawed thinking.’

‘Which is what?’

‘That just because I want to move means I want to get rid of anything.’

‘Anything? Haven’t we only been discussing glass bowls?’

‘I think they are what you lawyers call a test case.’

‘You mean you expect to apply the same logic to everything in the kitchen.’

Her smile grew, Cheshire-cat like. She didn’t respond, at least not verbally and just held my gaze. It was a caring, teacherly face. One I saw many times as a child when I couldn’t grasp a concept: like algebra or ironing a shirt. She knew I would grasp it eventually; I just needed time to absorb what she had said and my subconscious would do the rest.


She resorted to torture often to get her way…

‘You don’t mean you plan on taking everything,’ my waving arms described windmills of arcs encompassing the house, the garage and beyond, ‘with you and then sort it out.’

She had the grace to giggle. ‘That would be logical, Captain.’

I didn’t give in easily. I dutifully ate my cake (apple and cinnamon) and drank my tea while testing the edges of this theory. But she’d planned it out, even to the extent of agreeing the arrangements with the removal men. All the boxes that contained the absolute essentials (no, I didn’t dare ask how she’d identified these) would go to their chosen destinations in the bungalow. Ditto the furniture (mum had ten sofas and chairs and expected them all to come). The rest would be stored in the garage. And the summerhouse we were taking. Or, at a pinch on the sitting room which was the biggest room in the new place. Gradually, a box at a time would be emptied, its contents reconsidered and, if found essential, or likely to be, it would be kept. If it failed that test it didn’t go. Oh no. It was repacked. Once every item had been reconsidered, if there was space over, some of the unessentials would be kept (because you never knew, did you?). If however there wasn’t space then a clear out would be instigated.

Mum was 82; of course there were circumstances when she might need 13 glass mixing and cooking basins. I just couldn’t imagine them. No one I asked could. When regaled with this conversation, family members sighed and smiled; friends laughed and said things like ‘Isn’t your mother great’ and ‘doesn’t she have spirit?’ and ‘It’s marvellous she knows her own mind’.

Fuckwits, all of them. It was going to be a nightmare. And that was before the intervention of my sister-in-law.

And so to Dad’s poem. This was written from the heart after he was made redundant a second time in 1986, even if the ending sentiment was not one he worried about.

Why Me?

Joe was made redundant on a Friday afternoon,

His world came tumbling down just after three,

He went back to his office, sat down and shook his head,

And whispered to himself ‘Why me?’


He tried to recollect just what it was they said,

Some word or phrase, perhaps, would be the key,

He remembered words like ‘rationalise’ and ‘viable’ and ‘facts’

But they were not the answer to ‘Why me?’


‘It’s nothing personal, Joe,’ they’d said, ‘You’ve done a damn good job,’

‘It’s just a basic economic fact, you see,’

‘And if we had our way, we’d leave things as they are.’

And that left Joe still wondering ‘Why me?’


He’d worked here now for – how long? Why nearly thirty years,

And at least he’d climbed some distance up the tree.

The department he now managed – surely this was a success?

But all that did was emphasise ‘Why me?’


And driving home that evening his mind was in a whirl

At nearly fifty-five what would he do?

But the thing that most concerned him was what to tell his wife

Who was surely going to ask ‘Why you?’

About TanGental

My name is Geoff Le Pard. Once I was a lawyer; now I am a writer. I've published three books - Dead Flies and Sherry Trifle, My Father and Other Liars and Salisbury Square. In addition I published an anthology of short stories, Life, in a Grain of Sand this summer. A fourth book will be out soon. This started life as a novel in a week on this blog and will follow later this year. I blog about all sorts at and welcome all comments. These are my thoughts and no one else is to blame. If you want to nab anything I post, please acknowledge where it came from.
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34 Responses to Apprenticed to my mother: downsizing part 2

  1. Love the photos, and I can feel your pain on the kitchen downsizing. We are in the middle of the process. MIL had a collection of about 50 teapots on display. She took 6 with her to the new senior apartment, the rest are at the house, waiting for relatives to take them. The pyrex, Tupperware, aluminum pots, pans, casseroles, baking equipment are all stored in dressers in the garage, when they ran out of room in the ample renovated kitchen cupboards. The “children” all in our 50’s and 60’s, have little need for the stuff she saved, grandchildren aren’t interested. So…yard sale, auction, trash…yikes.

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  2. willowdot21 says:

    I remember Pyrex, I still have some, I must be a fuckwit because I love your Mum. Everything thing you say about her endears her to me. My Mum disappeared due to strokes. Physically still there but gone. Love the photos and recognise all of her tactics my Mum would of used them all if she had been capable. This is a wonderful testament as are all the ‘ Apprentice to my Mother’ This should be a book. Your dad’s poem so poignant. Great post!

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  3. Sue Vincent says:

    I do enjoy these posts, Geoff… maybe it’s a ‘Mum-thing’ 😉

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  4. Ritu says:

    Pyrex pyrex… still use it!!!

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  5. trifflepudling says:

    They still make Pyrex! Bought a jug not long ago. A friend was packing up all her parents’ things and was at her wits’ end with all the Pyrex dishes so I relieved her of some – have now been using them around 6 years, thus extending its life! I quite often think of the parents using it because I knew them when we were children.
    Enjoyable read!

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  6. I’m another fuckwit who thinks your mother is great 🙂 Though I’m also onside with you – she’d drive me mad!!


  7. floridaborne says:

    I was laughing all the way though your interactions with your mom. I’m always asking my children to take heirlooms to their houses because I’m trying to downsize. 🙂 Then there’s hubby, who wants to save every box, jar and broken piece of machinery he’s had during his lifetime. Sigh. I suppose there has to be a downsizer and a hoarder in every family.

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  8. noelleg44 says:

    I love your memories of your parents – I could feel the angst in the kitchen downsizing. With my mother it was clothes – I had to be brutal and I hated how much it hurt Mom. So this post brought tears to my eyes.

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  9. Mick Canning says:

    ‘Fuckwits, all of them’ – that quite caught me out and had me snorting with laughter. We moved my MIL from her 3 bedroom house to her retirement flat a few years ago, and with her it was the countless boxes of old papers, letters, and newspaper cuttings. We had to be quite brutal.

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  10. Helen Jones says:

    I can kind of see your mother’s point of view, scarily enough. And I also possess Pyrex that I still use 😀 I must be a f*ckwit too! My mother is quite the opposite and will get rid of absolutely everything – she’s even cleared out her loft. Mine, on the other hand, is an extra layer of insulation for the house.

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  11. Judy Martin says:

    I have still got some pyrex stuff! My mum is very much like yours Geoff. She still insists on keeping massive saucepans, tons of sheets, and all manner of stuff from bringing up a large family!
    I agree with Willow that you must collate your Dad’s poems 🙂

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  12. jan says:

    I remember pyrex! Your dad’s poem is so poignant – having been redundant (actually my position was eliminated!) can understand the sentiments.

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  13. Yes, we’ve still got pyrex and we use it, Geoff. No mention of any Tupperware, though? Or is that still to come?

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